Wednesday, September 24, 2008 ❤
I dunno why I suddenly have this thought in my mind... I am goin to change and be more understanding... I also wan to be mature... Hahazz... I wan to be a BEST wife to my BOYFRIEND...
From the past, when I first met BOYFRIEND, she trust me a lot and willing to tell me everything about her past... I felt so sad for her past because she did not really have a good life when she was a teenager age...
I am so happy that I can listen to all her problems and also try to help her... When the time we got together, it was last year somewhere in end of year, I almost everyday went to her house... Sometimes is bought her and her sister lunch from school and sometimes is I pon school and no place to go so go her house to play and sleep... Hahaz..
I miss sleepin on her bed... Last time we even share the single bed and sleep together... But now different because in the house, her aunty and her cousin move into and I have no more chance to go up to her house anymore... Last time I even planned to stay one night at her house but I know this is really impossible already...
Now only if BOYFRIEND can come my house to sleep when she feel like it... But I dun think she will wan... Last time BOYFRIEND always come my house to sleep oftenly because I help her to transfer the songs she wan into her handphone...
Anyway, I miss the time when we able to sleep together... With her sleepin by my side, I feel so happy and safe... I really hope that one day again I can sleep with her.. Hee heezz... LOVE HER SO SO much...!! CUTE BABY!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:41 PM
