Thursday, October 16, 2008 ❤
16th of October... I do MISS the life during my Secondary school time ONLY.. Because in Secondary school time, I do learn a lot a lot of things... Friendship, betray, God Sister and Brother Love, Stresses, Attitude and more more...
I miss the time when we often gather in a group when we are during recess time or either meet up to go to school or meet up to after school to have lunch together at the nearby shoppin centre, Jurong Point or Jurong East Entertainment centre...
I miss the school life... Especially the studies.. Though we really love to study and we even dun really care what teachers are teachin... But the most interest me is that some of the boys will always make fun of the teachers during class without fail which cause us a lot of laughter... Example the ENGLISH... Hahazz... We use our own Chinese version talking to translate into our ENGLISH compo essay..
I do MISS YOU ALL PEOPLE... Thank for makin my Secondary school life so interesting and fun... And I will try not to forget anyone of you who still contactin me... FRIENDS FOREVER...
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Back to the topic what I have done today... Mostly, TODAY is my OFF day... Hee heez... Love the OFF day... Because when I never go for work.., I feel that life is SUPER HAPPY and no need to worry about what like little kids... Jus eat, sleep and play... Got this type of feelin... And I feel so sudden of refreshment...
Yup had about 3 hours sleep only... Because I slept at 4am... Busy watchin Online Taiwan Entertainment show at YOUTUBE website... I simply LOVE to watch CHANNEL V shows... But say real some shows I dun really like it because those competitiors got SUPER BAD ATTITUDE and always take things for granted... The show name is 无敌青春克.. Somehow I also dun like the way that some of the judges judge them.... Very strict and never know what actually happen before sayin their bad points.. HATE the judges' sayin...
So woke up at about 8am.. Got prepared and went down to LOT 1 jus to settle that TROUBLESOME cake order... The customer is like damn BIG like a KING.. He said he did the cake similar at LOT 1 before and is about LAST YEAR... I was so like "REALLY MAH??"
However, the customers still said that the kitchen there is jus makin an excuse that they say that they cannot do... Is jus that they DUN WAN TO MAKE... This is how the customer said to me... I jus said O... Then I dun wan to reply back or talk to him anymore.. Because his requests are damn too much... Because of this order I kena almost scolded by T***...
That T*** wasn't listenin to me at all.. I talk until halfway... She still say "CAN U SAY CLEARLY..?" Then I say so clearly then she said "CAN U TALK LOUDER".. HEY HELLO WAT THE FUCK... If she cannot listen me, she should ask me to speak louder at 1st question not 2nd question... Act FIERCE SO WHAT... I know I not that BIG SIZE as her and also dun have the boobies size like her... At least I got a cert that prove that I am more cleverer than her... She only got BIG BOOBIES and no brain... FOREVER work in that place with so LOW PAY...
That time I already feel so STRESS UP and my voice wasn't feelin that well... I feel like SICK in anytime... Yet wan me to speak louder... I CANNOT DO THAT!! CHEE BYE!!
Whatever that T*** and customer spoil my half part of the day... Yup I admit I cry in the outlet because I have to come down to LOT 1 and settle that order on my OFF day... I know that NOBODY is willin to help me wan... Is better that to settle own thing by ourself without anyone help... At least in future will not easily relies on people.. BE RESPONSIBILITY in everything we DO always...!!
Everytime when I get scolded by people I will easily cry.. I cannot really control my tears from droppin.. Like a friend say me that I am too emotional... Yup I agree that too... Even when I am listening to any SUPER sad chinese songs like "被你爱过我很快乐" by 卓文萱 or "FOREVER LOVE" by 王力宏, my brain will start to flash back all unhappiness memories... Or either I watch a SUPER SAD movies or shows like "10 Promises to my Dog" or "王子变青蛙"... And in a few minutes, my eyes will feel with tears and my face will look super sorrow or EMO... This is my weak point... After cryin, I feel so much better... Is like re-born to the world again... That why I have serious short-term memories(STM) problem...
Rushed to Level 5 for the movie, "武侠梁祝" (BUTTERFLY LOVERS) at 11am... FIRST SHOWIN slot at Lot 1... Woo~~ Not much people... About 10 people in the BIG cinema... Some people even skip school and come and watch... I saw a few.... This movie is really worth to watch... VERY TOUCHIN and funny in some part...

I give FULL score for the movie... I feel a bit like cryin when the part where the wedding part which was 祝言之 was being force to marry to 马成恩... And because of that before the day that they marry, 草头师叔 give her the pill that make her fake death and he and 梁中山 will help her to get out of that place without informin 梁中山 first... But after givin her in the NIGHT, he was killed and died and it was too late to let him know the plan...
So on the day of the Weddin, 祝言之 poison herself and ate that pill which make her fake death... In the end, all of the people thought that she was DEATH... And no matter how tough or danger,梁中山 must have 祝言之's Body and must burdied at the Butterfly village which is the place where the 2 of them LOVE and also where they always dream of each other standin there waitin for each other...
In the middle, there are a lot of FIGHTIN... 梁中山 was seriously injuried in the end and managed to bury the body at Butterfly Village and He die... Lie-ing jus beside 祝言之... When their 师弟们 found them... It was too late... They help them to cover... This time 祝言之 come back to life after the effect of the pill... She said one thing that really TOUCHIN was that "大师兄 你等我"... Endin both of them die together like a pair of BUTTERFLIES... Nobody can separate them anymore...
I really envy of this type of LOVE.. I know it maybe TOUGH... But goin through every single difficult problems with the one you love the most can really make your love more STRONGER... I do believe in this.. I wish to watch this movie again!! Confirm will buy the DVD when it is OUT!!
After movie, it was about 12.41pm only... So I walked around the shoppin centre... IN AND OUT then went back to level 5 again... Set there more than 1 hour... I guess so... And went to Level 1 again... Because I waitin for BOYFRIEND to meet up for LUNCH... While waitin, I feel that my gastric a bit pain... I am so weak person... Haiz...
So met up at 3 plus with BOYFRIEND and have lunch... I ate quite fast because I AM HUNGRY... I never eat my breakfast and lunch... After lunch, BOYFRIEND went back to work... And I continue my journey... Walked to bus-stop to take bus no. 190 to Orchard...
Orchard was in SUPER SUPER HEAVY rain.... And I got wet too... A bit... Not too much... Only went to Taka... Bought the things I wan then went back home by MRT.. Suppose plan wan to go FAR EAST to shop for new shoes or clothes but cause of HEAVY RAIN, never go there... Sianz...
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Tomorrow I am WORKING... Very sianz... Because I dun like to work le... Everytime go there... Then so many dramas to watch wan... And I gettin sick and tired... When I at work, I damn no mood like sometime very EMO... Then like feelin that LIFE IS USELESS... No fun... Not meaningful at all... Haiz...
I jus wish that everyday can be a very FUN AND INTERESTING day for me.... With nothin to bother... Nothing to stress with...
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LOVE.. Mmm... BOYFRIEND is back to work again... WORK like there is NO tomorrow... WORK so long hour everyday... Even dun really bother about her own body... I dun like her to work like that... I jus wan her to work like a NORMAL person...
She also a HUMAN BEING... Do has feeling and also a LIVING THING... She does feel TIRED and lazy... I jus dun believe that why does the company still give lot of works and lot of STRESSES to the people from the outlet wan...
Anyway, I do wish to have more time with her... And hope that we can have more dates like in the past... Now BECAUSE OF WORK, we really dun have a date at all... That why I always MISS HER SO SO MUCH... Not jus a little is A BILLION TIME OF MUCH...
This type of feeling is really easy to let me feel so JEALOUS and worry that she might sick and tired to love me and regret to be with me... I wish to hear her callin me "DEAR" like last time... I miss her sleeping face though I really dun mind her BAD ATTITUDE when she jus wake up... She think is bad but I think is CUTE!! Hahazz... Like BABY!!
Now I am waitin for her to online... I wish that she can faster online and see what I have type in this BLOG.. BABY YOU ARE ALWAYS MY HUBBY!! NOBODY can replace YOU in my this HEART ❤~~ Muack a kiss from me to YOU BABY!!
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