Thursday, October 23, 2008 ❤
23th of October... Mmm... Jus back home from work not long 1 plus hour... Today work was SO SO only.. Now watchin videos on 模范棒棒堂 新底迪初次淘汰賽 (上)... Really damn fast... Need to 淘汰 some new Didis... These Didis jus got into the show not long ago... Goin to 2 months only... This few days I also got watch the OLD didis show that have jus graduated not long ago... Think that they did a very good job to attract the audience to watch the watch by doin some very very LAME actions... But now the NEW didis still cannot do like OLD didis because they are still not very open and SHY...
Saw BOYFRIEND online... But too bad she was not talkin with me... Haiz sad... I miss her... Have been missin her every single seconds... I feel that if I never see her for a few days, I might not have any mood to do anything... I seem more not concentrate and easy to do things wrongly... Dunno why... And in my heart only keep thinkin that wish she will appear from my sight surprisingly... And I know this will not happen de... DREAM ON ME!!
Wonder what she always doin when she online... I really do hope that BOYFRIEND can date me out more oftenly... Because this few months onward, we dun really have a proper date at all... Ifreally got date, I also will not go Lot 1... Because if people who know my BOYFRIEND saw will not too good to her... Dunno why...
Every friends of mine really do support me to continue my relationship as long as I am happy with.. They do lookin forward to see my BOYFRIEND... My friends look more like my parents... Hahazz... Sometimes they do nag at me when I am hurtin myself... Or others...
I dunno what BOYFRIEND's friends think about me... I wish to know... But I hope they are not talkin bad things about me.. Other guys friend really jealous that my BOYFRIEND do have a very caring girlfriend and love BOYFRIEND deeply like me...
I do hope that what BOYFRIEND say in the past must do in future... I will always remember what BOYFRIEND have PROMISED me... If really break the PROMISES, I will hate her FOREVER and never be FRIEND again... This is what I have done to all my EXs... I have never ever talk to my Exs before... All 6 people...
Counting down to our 8th months Anniversary ❤ 16 days...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:34 AM
