Friday, October 24, 2008 ❤
24th of October... I suppose dun wish to post this type of entry on here but because of my BOYFRIEND wish to know so I post it... This dream is not the FIRST time I dream and I think this 7 months plus I have dreamt at least 3 times or more than that... I am really scared that it might happen one day...
But lot of people tell that dream is always opposite of real life... Really true or fake... I really dunno at all... I wish I can know what is goin to happen in future if gods do give me some hints...
BABY do you know that I wish to know how much do you love me..?? I very worry about your love to me... And this dream told me this... One of the day when you are with me in workin place.., a girl come down to find you without informing you... She came and suddenly made a lot of trouble there... And some more say that I am you 2 third party... My heart hurt so badly at that time... I felt like cryin...
I did not know that you have another girlfriend outside... I wish to know the whole suitation... But in the end, you hold her hand and took her away... What happen next I do wish to know about it... But too bad the next moment, I woke up...
On the 23th of October.., I become emo... I keep on thinkin do your heart still love me... Or did the dream is tellin me the truth about you..?? I really dunno what to do... I kept myself quiet and dun wish to talk to anyone else... I lost my smile on my face...
After work, you tried to talk to me about the teddy bear that you gave me... You told me you are jealous because I kept huggin it and kissed it almost everyday... Do you know that my heart told me that all the dreams are jus fake and I am jus thinkin too much... At the sudden I also felt being loved by you...
I do really enjoy every single seconds, every minutes, every hours when you are with me.. Although the time you spend with me is really not very long... How I wish that time can pause for a little while... Because I wan to record down every single precious moments that I have spent with you in my brain so that I can think back anytime when I am missin you...
I am so scared... I wish that you can use your actions to tell me your answer... I dun wish you to talk to me... Please dun mad at me when you know my dream... Because this dream really appear not only once in my life... And I do really care about this dream... It does really mean a lot to me...
BABY I LOVE YOU... Do you know that when I am typin this entry and listenin to the song that is played in my blog, I cried?? Because this entry is come out deeply from my heart... I hope you are my only HUBBY for life... I dun wan to lose you and I dun wan to share you with other people... SORRY for being selfish... And wish you understand my love for you...
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