Monday, October 06, 2008 ❤
6th of October... Time really being so FAST... It is goin to be end of December really soon... I am lookin forward for Christmas... Although there is no snow in Singapore... But I love all the songs of the Christmas...
I wonder can I have a Christmas party... Or can I spend my Christmas with my BOYFRIEND for a holiday in Singapore..?? Though we dun have money to go out of this Singapore... I miss the time when we have 3 days 2 nights livin in hotel jus the 2 of us... I remember we went quite a number of places... NIGHT SARFARI and also catch a movie in the midnight before goin back to the hotel for sleep...
That was my BEST memories of all in this relationship... Now because of this work, we do not have really much time to spend time together for some dating... I do hope that in future we can have more dating together again... I also do hope that BOYFRIEND can get well soon and also be healthy always...
Mmm... Work has been really a mess... Because this period, in my work really happen a lot of unhappiness cases which I really dun love to mention... Because everyday I always try to stay out of the unhappiness matter but jus that the another party jus dun wan to forget the matter and keep on show some FUCKIN attitude to me... I feel that the person is damn CHILDISH... How I wish that she can grow up...
A 50 year old plus people can angry with a person who is 19 year old who is me for a LONG LONG time... I already dun mind about the matter but that person really mind about it and still angry... All my friends think that she is very WU LIAO...
I dun really know what the HELL she is being thinkin... If I am not so really kind, I will ask my BOYFRIEND be mean to her... But now I never let my BOYFRIEND to being mean... However, I even let my BOYFRIEND to help her...
I even really FUCKIN jealous that she can care and concern more than I do... And what more she still wan..?? If she wan my BOYFRIEND to break with me, I will never PROMISE... If she really wan like that, I will take my DOUBLE REVENGE and PLAY with her to know what is HELL like... I will do so and now I AM REALLY SO DARE!!
I jus hope that BOYFRIEND can always dun listen to her... Because I am still BOYFRIEND's wife after all.. I jus wish that my BOYFRIEND can dun always get so influence by her and also dun always took advantages from my BOYFRIEND... I HATE HER when she is makin use of my BOYFRIEND...
She is FUCKIN not happy that I have my OFF day once a week... But my BOYFRIEND did not have... What for so unhappy..?? If she really so heart pain about my BOYFRIEND then she can please let my BOYFRIEND off and she work la... I need my OFF day to rest because I am not fit like last time... And I do feel dizzy oftenly... If I continue to work non-stop without rest, I will always eat PANDOL like sweet to control my head pain...
I AM SO PISSED OFF by her sayin to my BOYFRIEND about the scheme... WHY DO SHE ALWAYS GIVE SCHEME PROBLEMS TO MY BOYFRIEND?? Last time she also the one who say so LOUDLY that SHE DUN WAN TO WORK WITH ME.. Now still unhappy with I work so less time yet BOYFRIEND work so LONG HOUR... WHAT THE FUCK DO SHE REALLY WAN??
She jus think that she is the PRINCESS in the outlet... That is what I always think because she really take her own sweet time doin her work when busy hour time... Yet other like us will survive and try not to let other customers complain for waitin too long... I have been said by customers becuase of HER... Customer complain that they have been waited so LONG FOR Their turn... But I am not in the wrong because I servicin other customers... Yet the customers still think that I am in the WRONG...
BECAUSE OF HER, almost all the customers not happy with my service... I am really TIRED of this job... I have tell everything to BOYFRIEND but BOYFRIEND seem dun listen in and continue to help her... Almost everyone in outlet scold my BOYFRIEND of being STUPID to keep helpin her... Because she always buy everything to my BOYFRIEND and my BOYFRIEND being so guai and eat whatever she bought... And this become that she is makin full use of BOYFRIEND... WHAT A REALLY CLEVER IDEA SHE GIVE!!
I do wish that I can faster leave the job and dun wish to face her again... Jus lookin at her face really let me think of the MONKEY BUTT... OMG!! >.<... Yup yup... BITCHY!! Hahazz... I am EVIL girl... I jus cannot control myself...
Anyway, I wish to FORGET her also... She jus makin my life so MISERABLE...
I miss my BOYFRIEND soon... Because I dun stand a chance workin with her in future... SO BORING!!! Sianz... Maybe I will wait my BOYFRIEND to finish work to see her always... That the only way that I will not always miss my BOYFRIEND...!! I LOVE HER LOT!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:17 AM
