Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ❤
Back to blog... Mmm... Today feel that everything was great... I started to feel that If I dun get angry easily or sad.., life is really wonderful and FUN... Though I cannot really fulfill my childhood dream which is how I wish I can be a singer to sing every sad and happy songs to everyone... I love to sing songs and now I have learnt a lot of what type of emotions from every songs that I hear...
And now I have changed my target... My now new target is to earn as much money for future... Because I wan to let my HUBBY to get a better future... I dun wish my HUBBY to suffer with me... I wan my HUBBY to be happy...
Today BOYFRIEND did not sms me the whole day... I MISS HER SO SO MUCH... Tomorrow I tryin to ask her to meet me for lunch... But she still dun reply me that she meetin me or not... I wonder what happen to her... Jus feel that worry about her... I now really hope that she can faster online...
I know that maybe is impossible.. Because she might be asleep.. I miss her so so much... Without seeing her a few moment.., I really feel so sad... And also lonely.. I wish to hug her forever and kiss her... I wan to hold her tight and never let go...
I will be MEAN to people who tryin to snatch her away from me or either STOP me from lovin her... Now I already being mean to a person who tryin to lstop me from gettin near to her... I wish that the person can stop her action or else I will start to take my revenge...
BABY I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:47 PM
