
14th of November... Feelin sleepy right now... But I have to update my blog regularly to keep BOYFRIEND update too... Hahazz... She has been readin my blog everyday during her 5 days LEAVE... Should that be TRUE..?? I dunno... Wish that my blog can take record down which people come into my blog regularly... Haha... I also wish to know which are my blog readers too...
Feelin so LONELY and also have this feelin of UNLOVE without BOYFRIEND around me for this LONG LONG 5 days... And so much happy that I get to see her later jus for a few hours... Wish that I can have a LONGER time with her... But I know god is really unfair and do not wan to fulfill my wishes.. MISS BOYFRIEND so so much...

SORRY BOYFRIEND sometimes I have being stubborn because I jus wish that you can have a little time more spend on me... And also do accompany me to go out for dates... We really LONG LONG LONG LONG time never go out together... I miss the time when we are watchin movie together... I know that nowaday you have been rejecting me.. It does make me hurt a lot.. And I do hope that I can know the answer why you keep rejectin me...
Is that TRUE that other people always say GUYs are always listen to GIRLs and always do whatever the GIRLs wan when they jus started the relationship ..?? But as the relationship goes LONGER and LONGER period.., GUYs will start to be cold to their GIRLs and started to show their TRUE COLOURs out... Showing their bad attitude to GIRLs... Is that the way of being a GENTLE MAN..?? I do wish to know are all GUYs always like that...?? Can someone please tell me the answer???
I really hope that I can dun always quarrel with BOYFRIEND... Because I always feel so BAD and so HURT... I do hope that BOYFRIEND can be more gentle man a bit... Do find sometime to chat with me when FREE... I hope to know her everything... Because in her life, she is way too much POPULAR... So many people really care about her life... And I dun even stand a chance to get near to her... And done the job of a wife should do... This is the WORST thing ever...

There are 2 movies which are my favourite I wish to watch.. One is SHOWING already and other one is COMIN SOON... I wish that BOYFRIEND can be more gentle man a bit... Date me out for any one of these movies or accompany me to watch BOTH also can... Anyway, I have been waitin and waitin since few months ago for you to date me out... Because everytime I ask for a date BOYFRIEND always find lot of excuses to push away my dates... Like "Not free", "SICK", and "Very Tired"...
From the start, when I heard these... I jus like OK lor... But when time get LONGER and BOYFRIEND keep using these reasons to me, I get sick and tired of it... And Get hurt damn badly... Thinkin back are you speakin the TRUE... Girls always get rejected will find that boyfriends are really got problems already... From the past till the last ex that I had, they always said to me that GIRLs should not always be so AUTO and always ask BOYFRIEND out... As it is their job to do, if GIRLFRIEND do le, BOYFRIEND will feel ashamed...

These are some information to the GUYs which I found in someone blog... And it is IMPORTANT to remember in the HEARTs...
1.她無聊時陪她
When she is lonely, chat with her...
2.她難過時安慰她
When she is sad, cheer her up...
3.男生要主動點
Guys should be more active..
4.多約女友出去
Date Girlfriend more oftenly..
5.不能讓女友主動約
Cannot let Girlfriend always date you out...
6.讓她每天都開心愉快
Let Girlfriend be happy everyday...
7.要好好對待女友
Treat Girlfriend preciously
8.順從女友的意
Follow girlfriend's thought...
9.不要讓她傷心難過
Dun make her sad and hurt...
10.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她
When she is being bully, must protect her right away..
11.不要隱瞞女友事情
Dun hide your everything to your girlfriend...
12.不能背叛女友
Dun betray girlfriend...
If GUYs do all those things above, the GIRLs should be really happy and FORTUNE to have him to be their BOYFRIEND and also will feel touch and wish to be their FOREVER... That is what GIRLs always think toward GUYs...
Lastly, it is also IMPORTANT to believe and trust each other to maintain the relationship to be FOREVER... And in now my relationship really dun have enough trust and believe.. Because some time I believe her so much, my heart really hurt a lot a lot... I often cry because of her... She hurt my feelin and my heart when she did something bad toward me... I have been noticing it..
SORRY I am not tryin to make BOYFRIEND angry... I jus wan to speak out what my heart has been thinkin... And it is important for us to understand what each other think about each other... Although you know what I am thinkin about, I also wish to know YOURs... Jus sad that I dun have a time to know YOURs at all... I feel so UNKNOWN... I do wish that you can have your blog... And I do really dun mind you type all your bad thoughts on me to show everyone how bad I am or how useless girlfriend I am... Because I wan to change...

BABY... You have accidently crashed into my life and suddenly become my everything... I hope that I will not feel regret to be your everything also... And also please PROVE to me that it is not a WRONG choice to let me choose you as my HUBBY FOREVER... Promise me make me HAPPY to be with you... I LOVE YOU BABY!!