Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ❤
19th of November... Time flies fast... I have been busy workin and I dunno what had happening around me anymore... This time round I found that some FRIENDs have already left me... Because I never often contact them... I know that I am the person who really difficult to communicate with but I do try my best... I know that I am a cold-blooded person who always dun like to talk to other people... Jus dunno why I am this type of person...
Lookin forward for the day to accompany BOYFRIEND to an appointment at the hospital on 1st of December... I took OFF on that day and being approved a few weeks ago... Hahazz.. Because I wan to have more time on BOYFRIEND... This shall be my 2nd time accompany BOYFRIEND to hospital... Hope that BOYFRIEND can get well soon.. Really miss the healthy BOYFRIEND in the past...
Planning for my comin BIRTHDAY party on 9th of February on 2009... A few months later... I do really hope that I can have a BIRTHDAY party... And my plan is that I wish to have a chalet... And I do really wish that BOYFRIEND can also take leave on that day to accompany me too... I am turning 20... And this is my FIRST time to face my FIRST digit is "2"... No longer "1"... This "2" to me is quite an important thing... Because it jus like I becomin an adult... No longer a teenager...
I do hope that this plan can be success... As in the past I kept sayin that I might be opening a chalet but in the end, it turn out fail as dun have time to plan...
I might only invite a few friends who still contacting me... Because you are the people who have been accompany me for the lifes without givin up on me... Thank people...
I found that this time round almost everyday I do MISS BOYFRIEND badly... Without seeing her once a while, I jus feel that I am so LOST in this world and behaving like a dumb... BOYFRIEND has become more and more important in my life... BOYFRIEND is the only support for me...
BABY I know you are goin to be busy soon... But I do hope that you can jus spare some times on me and accompany me for some dates... I miss the time that you always hug me so tightly... I will never forget the time in the past you sent me home and when way back to my house, you will not bear to let me go... I am so much surprise that you hug me from the back so tightly and made me understand how much you love me... And wan my kiss badly on your cheek before you will go off...
BABY I hope that when it is ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY, we can celebrate it... I dun mind how you wan to celebrate it... As long as you are willing to spend your time with me, I will be happy and LOVE... Because ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY is really important to the couple... As it is not very easy to be together... Couples have been goin through HIGH and LOW stages from each part of the relationship to maintain the relationship to be LONGER.. AND PLEASE during that ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY dun ever think to go for WORK... REMEMBER GIRLFRIEND aka Wife BOOKED YOU already... The date "8TH OF MARCH"... REMEMBER!!
BOYFRIEND I LOVE YOU... I dun mind you showin anger to me... As from the past till now, I already used to it.. Although sometimes I might cry sercetly that you will not know... But I jus try to listen your anger and help you... I know my advices to you are not so good but I am glad that I can be the one who you like to talk to when you are unhappy...
Lastly, BABY... YOU are the only one seem so much important to me in my life now... Without you, I dunno I will be crazy or not... Or I shall be EMO forever... I know that you might not the perfect person to everyone but to me, you jus quite perfect to me but sometime you do have a little of weakness... And I hope you can jus change for me...
BABY I wan be to your EVERYTHING and it can be FOREVER...
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