Monday, November 24, 2008 ❤
24th of November... I missing BOYFRIEND while watching some DVDs... Hugging my little Teddy bear tightly dun ever wish to let go at all... I wonder is it right to hold her tight like that..?? I always feel so useless... Because I do not know how to take good care of her... Everytime she only tell the people who is closet to her about all her everythings... I HATE IT la...
Last time, all my BOYFRIENDs in the past will always talk to me through phone to tell me what they are happy, sad or angry with... And when I say something sweet to them.., they will feel like been charged fully by me...
I wonder will BOYFRIEND miss me without seeing me once... Yesterday I was mad at BOYFRIEND... Because she said that one week she will not see me, she feel more happier... Is this the way to make GIRLFRIEND to be more happy...?? Whenever GIRLFRIEND heard this sentence, girlfriend will sure angry...
BOYFRIEND last time very caring toward me and everytime I feel not so happy, she often trying hard to make me happy though she looked a bit silly most of the time... But that time I feel touched... But now, she changed... Dunno why she changed.. She no longer that caring to me and whenever I am not happy, she even show anger to me telling me that why I am so stubborn...
BABY HUBBY... I do hope that you can sms me sometime because only your sms can really make me happy... Now I can say confirmly say that my NEW friend already become stranger to me because we no longer contact each other though we work in the same mall... And also if we saw each other, we will not say "HELLO" or "BYE" to each other... Like we never know each other before..
BABY because of you, I cold-treated all my friends... All my friends start to say I EMO... And like living in my own world...
BABY I LOVE YOU lot.. I am willing to give up everything jus for you... I never ever will break my promises to you... YOU are my EVERYTHING...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:00 PM
