Friday, November 28, 2008 ❤
28th of November... Back to blog... Everything that said by BOYFRIEND really hurt me a lot a lot... I am tired... Why she jus can't be like last time...??? She changed into more selfish than last time...
From the time she changed, she said to me if there is important thing she then reply... Other matter she will not reply a single thing.... So I am always being ignored... And now I understand I no longer a inportant person to her anymore...
BOYFRIEND never know that I am hurt so much... She will not care at all... Today she cancel the date with me and said she sick and wan to see doctor... But I dunno is she really goin to see doctor... But what I heard that she called someone and asked that person wan to go out with her...
And I asked her through SMS that if she goin out with other can tell me... I will not angry... But if she never tell me that she goin out, I will be very very angry with her... And why does she always hide everything from me...??
I hate myself why do I put in lot of LOVEs to love her and gain her attention?? Why do I being a good person to help her everytime although something might cause her bad..?? Why am I always so soft-hearted after hearing her sweet talk..??
I think if one day her closet friend wan her to break with me, BOYFRIEND sure will do it... Because I heard from BOYFRIEND that her closet friend did told her that I am not a really good girl... And those things that made my BOYFRIEND think that I am not match with her those things... Tryin to make her break with me...
But BOYFRIEND have you ever think back that mostly our quarrels are all about her??? And never fail is that you keep helping her but not me, YOUR GIRLFRIEND...
People last time have been rejected me to being with BOYFRIEND... And in the end, I dun listen to them... They have been telling me that my BOYFRIEND does have the organs that what girls have, so if in future, BOYFRIEND will still fall in love with BOYs if she change in mind and become girl again... This type of relationship will not LAST LONG...
I wonder whose talking is really RIGHT... I hope BOYFRIEND can do prove, that stay with her forever is not the WRONG choice, before I made my decision...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:35 PM
