Monday, November 03, 2008 ❤
3rd of November... So fast.. Is already NOVEMBER... WORK??!! Dun wish to mention a single things at all... Mention about work jus simply make me think of a lot of unhappiness things... No good memories at there at all... I also dun wish to FIGHT for anything from there... WHAT FOR being so childish... Talkin bad things at the back of the people... This is WHAT I LEARN FROM THE PEOPLE from the work... I heard a lot of Backstabbing... That make me feel sad that what a NON TEAM WORK OUTLET OF ALL that I never ever met in my life... Sianz...
Heard a really BAD new.... Anyway, this BEST friend of mine... Dun ever THINK TOO MUCH... Dun ever END your life... Do you know you have become one of my very BEST friend..?? Without you., my life will turn dark... I never meet a friend like you before, so caring toward me... SORRY that I might ignore you sometimes because I am busy... PLEASE get well soon... I wan you to be happy again and never ever think of BAD THING again...
What more about LOVE.!!?? Mmm... Tryin to tell myself dun ever think too much EVERY SINGLE DAY... I dunno when I really cannot take it... I asked my every friends for advices... I even tell them my suitations now... Most of the answer get back are maybe my BOYFRIEND is tired and need some rest... Or else BOYFRIEND is sick and tired of me that why BOYFRIEND felt very unhappy when receive my SMSes or others...
I really dunno what answer to believe... From last year till now, I have been workin really hard to maintain this relationship to be FOREVER... But I only can see that I am the only one who is doin it... And BOYFRIEND??!! I dunno at all...
I have to be honest to you at here... BOYFRIEND I know you are readin... I know you and her VERY CLOSE... And I jus feel more like a OUTSIDER to you... The more she get closer to you the more she become more YAYA so PROUD... My sixth sense even told me strongly that she is the MAIN wall which is blockin me from gettin near to you... Every conversation that we talk in the outlet she jus wish to listen like that... She jus feel so unhappy when I and you in relationship...
I am sick and TIRED to fight with her jus because of you... If she wan you, FINE... I am really KIND... I will let her... I dun LOVE to fight with a BITCH... I do really mean it... If the person who really love me, he or she will let me win instead of that BITCH... Fighting with that BITCH really bring me a lot of STRESSES and I felt that I changed a lot since last time because of that BITCH...
If she continue to FIGHT, I tell you I will GIVE UP... I dun wish to fight with a BITCH who had not been growing up... And always being treated like a princess... Is not really worth it at all... I dun wan to waste my time on this... I rather MOVE ON... And look for a BETTER FUTURE...
ONE more things.. What my god brother told me that if the person do love me a lot and truefully wish to be with me, if I say BREAK to that person or hint the person that our love cannot be FOREVER., the person will try his or her BEST to patch back with me... And never ever let me HURT...
Nowaday, I have been noticing every single actions you do from you... I now still findin the answer... I hope that you can change... YOU are now in a DANGER suitation... PLEASE show me something before this DECISION I made is confirmed...
BABY I told YOU I LOVE YOU... Do you really LOVE ME..??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:10 AM
