Sunday, December 14, 2008 ❤
14th of December... Dunno why this period keep falling asleep in bus... Sianz.. Somehow at night I cannot easily get to sleep.. Everytime I keep telling myself RELAX then I can easily fall asleep... Dunno what happen to me...?? I feel like taking sleeping pills...
I am really happy and really enjoy for this week only... Next coming week I really cannot enjoy much.. Meaning of enjoy is spending more time on BOYFRIEND jus the 2 of us most of the time... But next week really cannot... Because even we are together, there will be sure a STRONG wall in between us trying to stop us to get so close... And also I dun even got a chance to talk to BOYFRIEND anymore...
Whenever BOYFRIEND presented, the STRONG wall is SUPER HYPER like hell... Even can like cut into my talking with BOYFRIEND... Then BOYFRIEND can suddenly ignore my talking and start a new convseration with STRONG wall... That make me so so much of HURTs in the HEART... This always happened...
Last time I tried to get near BOYFRIEND... The person (STRONG wall) seem like very unhappy... Sianz sia... Somehow everytime quarrel always will involve the SRTONG wall almost 3/4 of the quarrels... That why I always HATE the STRONG wall so so much like hell...
I got to enjoy my VERY LAST day tomorrow before my happiness period end... And also before BOYFRIEND change back and the spirit gets off from her body again...
I am really happy because I got to repeat the history what happen in the past when we did it after work on the 12th of December... She FINALLY asked me out for supper... SO LONG ago since now.. As usual, went to the coffee shop near Jurong East Entertainment centre there to eat after work...
We ate the same foods that we usually order in the past... But this time I finally order BLACK BLACK carrot cake... I dun care what other people say... My parents always dun allow me to eat BLACK BLACK wan because scared my injuries on my body turned BLACK when it recover... I told BOYFRIEND last time... And happy that BOYFRIEND still remember... She also did tried to stop me from eating it...
Thank for the LOVE, BOYFRIEND~~ I hope that your LOVE will never change... I really dun like to look forward next week... And I hate the working scheme for next week... But I do have no comments... As long as you are happy I will be happy... And PLEASE dun leave me a side for the next week... I HATE IT...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:39 AM
