Friday, December 19, 2008 ❤
When I was on the way in the journey, she said that she was back home on the way too... DAMN... And no choice so continue my journey till I reach the hospital... Looking inside the hospital jus make me feel vomit... I jus simply feel not right at all... Dunno why...
Walked about 15 minutes road... Then found the only MRT back to my home... Took train alone so LONELY and sad... No one SMS-ing me or call me... I feel so much alone... Haiz... Why my life is so uninteresting...??
BOYFRIEND only know how to say "SORRY" only... But I do really wish to hear those magic word... Actually, those magic words are really can solve every problems with me easily if you aremy SPECIAL someone... And you no need to use the word "SORRY"...
But I think BOYFRIEND still dunno what the magic words... Haiz... She jus quite not so pro in relationship... I jus wish that she can understand more about me... Anyway..., she is resting right now due to her eyes...
So many different answers from different types of doctors... Dunno which to believe... Anyway, this doctor quite not bad.. And I am going back again for appointment on 30th of December at night... This doctor said if I still not recover I will have injection... OMG... Hate injection...
I missing BOYFRIEND right now... Tomorrow only can see only about hours plus... Sianz sia... I hate being separate with BOYFRIEND always... Hope tomorrow will be the BETTER day for me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:15 PM
