Monday, December 01, 2008 ❤
1st of December... Damn fast... It is the FIRST day of December... And soon 2009 will be coming... And slowly I will be an old lady... OMG... Time getting quite fast... And I trying hard to earn as much money as I can now... So in future when I get old, I will no need to go out and work like hell... Hahazz...
Yesterday (30th of November), I really dunno what changes me... At the sudden, I felt so refresh... But actually, I still feel sad deep in my heart... Jus dunno why... I think I have found a NEW HAPPY mask which is suit me a lot... And now I am wearing it most of the time... Trying hard to being straight forward to people but I jus scared that people might mad at me...
Dunno is it really RIGHT to being straight forward or can I jus beat around the bush instead...?? Haiz...
I have 3 days LEAVEs from work... And really dunno what to do instead.. Trying to find people to go out with me but it is very difficult as I got LIMITED friends... And those LIMITED friends are also busy right now and may not accompany me for these 3 days... Because of WORK... Sianz... Maybe shall jus go out with mother if she is FREE forsome shopping... LONG TIME really never enjoy SHOPPING... I miss shopping so so so much...
I wan to buy a new pair of high heel and some clothes to suit me... And also a NEW bag for working too... And one more NEW bag for goin out or others... Too many things for me to buy... Wah... I think almost 2 years like that never behave like those normal young girls... And I hope I do hope the chance to behave like one of them... I hate to being a mature adult... Keep working non-stop... Like there is no more TOMORROW...
Got to go off to sleep... I feel so TIRED right now... 2:07am already... Good night people..!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:57 AM
