Monday, December 29, 2008 ❤
29th of December... Feeling so much lonely.. Jus wish to change job at the sudden... Because I jus wan to have another NEW life... I quite hate my life now... If can, really jus hope that I can end my life... I hate to step into this adult working world... It is damn cruel than I ever think since I am young...
Haiz... BOYFRIEND still having HIGH fever... And she now tried to avoid all my sms-es... My care and concern become so USELESS...
Sms-ed her ask her how she feeling yet she never reply me at all... I so super hurt by her every reactions and actions that she gave me.... I jus wonder when she can be like LAST TIME... No matter how sick or what, she will SMS me and tell me... She has changed to a person who I dunno at all...
To stop my worry about her and to keep myself forget my hurt from her, I bought a Taiwanese Series... "霹靂MIT"... FINALLY... I no need to keep waiting and waiting... Can finish at one shot...
Lastly., if BOYFRIEND can see this entry on my blog, please do SMS me and tell me how you feel now... I really worry you a lot a lot... My handphone will not switch off for this 24 hours EVERYDAY... PLEASE dun make me WORRY... And GET WELL SOON..
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I had this after my dinner.. Jus feel like eating this at a SUDDEN!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:11 PM
