Wednesday, December 03, 2008 ❤
3rd of December... My last day leave at home... Sianz... Tomorrow goin to work again... Really feel so relaxing to stay at home and also can always wake up late... But start from tomorrow onward, I must wake up early... Sianz... I dun wish to work this type of job... I wish to work in FASHION job instead... Because now my dream is FASHION... I love fashion... Strange style from me... Hahazz...
How I wish I can work in this job... Thinking of opening a online business but problem is that I really dunno how to place an order at the oversea company for stocks... Sianz..
Mmm.. Forget it... Will find out on my own one day... So today I have been staying at home alone again... And This is my very FIRST time to cook my lunch... I do have a FEAR of touching those cooking pot.. I scared is the oil flying all over the place... Because I did got hurt when I am FOUR and I stop getting near from those cooking pot... The scar in my body still can be seem... And never disappear from me FOREVER...
Thinking of my BOYFRIEND right now.. She is now working... MISSING her so so much but scared to see her as she is always being so cold to me.. I really dunno how to face her tomorrow... Sianz... Seeing her is a kind of disappointed to me... Because I do miss last time de her... Last time she always made me happy and often forget my unhappiness but now she really can't do it... SAD... Tell her to hug me is like WANTING HER LIFE... Sianz..
Anyway, I jus hope that BOYFRIEND can get well soon... I still worry about her as she had not telling me how she is now... Haiz...
Once last thing, today is the FIRST day that my godbro goin NS... Sorry that I did not accompany him to go as it is too early and I cannot easily wake up... Thank for leaving me a SMS telling me to goin NS... I hope he can have fun in NS and be THIN and good-looking more when the next time I meet him... Hahazz... JIA YOU...
This is my most favourite bread since very very young.. But the taste a bit changed... Haiz... I miss how the taste of the bread in the past... It tasted so YUMMY and unforgettable...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:23 PM
