Thursday, December 04, 2008 ❤
4th of December... Sianz sia... Today goin work later... Dun feel like goin... Think that these leaves are jus too short for me... How I wish it can be a MONTH... >.<... Lolzz... Later work I hate it... I dunno how I goin to face BOYFRIEND... Though I miss her, but I hate to see her as she will hurt my heart once again by her action and everything...
Haiz... I wonder when will BOYFRIEND be like last time treat me like her wife... Now when people ask her "Are you SINGLE?" She will say "YES".. And never say "NO"... If people ask me, I really dunno how to say.. But the biggest chance I will say is "YES", but I dun feel proud at all to say that "YES"... Last time I do feel proud... Because I had a really LOVE and care for me too much BOYFRIEND... SMS me almost the whole entire day to keep me accompany and also even date me out...
When people ask me who is my BOYFRIEND, I really feel so a bit ashamed to say who is my BOYFRIEND... Because I scared that people might know her... As in BOYFRIEND's rules, we can't even hug or hold hands when we are in uniform... At outside near anywhere that her friends working, she also dun wish that me and her too close... Because she dun wn her friends to know that I am her girlfriend... That make me hurt more deeper...
I jus wish to know why BOYFRIEND really scared that her friends to know me... Even I had let my whole group of friends know her... And my friends do hope to see her....
I dunno why our relationship must be hidden... Why can't we be like those normal couple on the street... Is very damn tiring to hide everyone about us... I am tired of hiding it... I dunno how BOYFRIEND feel about it?? How I wish that I can know her heart right now.. But I think is really IMPOSSIBLE..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:43 AM
