Tuesday, January 06, 2009 ❤
6th of January... 2 more days to 10 month anniversary to BOYFRIEND and me... Guess BOYFRIEND is not even looking forward... Haiz... I getting weak... My back is in pain... Dunno why suddenly pain... Sianz..
Today after work, went Orchard alone... Felt so very lonely... Even handphone also damn quiet... Hate to have handphone even no one come and disturb me... Sianz...
Went to Taka and into the Bookshop... Shopped there for more than 30 minutes to look for books... Guess what... The magazines that I wan to buy not on sale yet... So damn like FUCK... Looked that the notice that the Japan current had adjust... Haiz.. Prices of the magazine might increased...
So walked and walked round and round in the books of the sea... And finally bought 2 books from all those crowd of the books... Some books are really not bad some jus not so attractive to me... Hahaz...
Suppose wan to go to Far East Plaza to shop for clothes... In the end, NO~!! Because time is getting late... And I am quite tired.. Some more.., one person shopping really no mood at all... Not fun at all... No one accompany... Very EMO!! Hahazz...
Tomorrow can only see BOYFRIEND for about less than 10 minutes or even lesser... Shall not say WHY... And I hate this.... I dun even got the chance to see BOYFRIEND more... ALWAYS... FUCK sia...
Jus hope that BOYFRIEND can SMS me today and chat with me for a while... Because I miss her badly... Haiz... Even if I have a BOYFRIEND, jus got this feeling that I still feeling SINGLE... WHY is this happening to me... I feel so hurt by the feeling.. I miss BOYFRIEND so so FUCKING much...!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:21 PM
