Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ❤
I feel so tired now... Haiz... Now really miss BOYFRIEND.. Did not receive any messages from her today... Yesterday I kept told her that I am sick... Thought that she will be like last time care for me.. But I am wrong.. She jus like talking like a friend of mine... Told me to tell my parents to see doctor... That all...
Last time, she will not say that... She will tell me to recover soon... And care for me more... Now she jus a totally different BOYFRIEND... I wonder did she ever hiding something from me... If she change her heart, I will allow her to get LOST from my life wan... Because I dun really need a BOYFRIEND who really being selfish wan to being shared by many girls...
Dun she ever know that BOYFRIEND only belonged to ONE PERSON who is his/her GIRLFRIEND... And never ever hide anything from GIRLFRIEND... Even got problems will share everything to GIRLFRIEND first NOT FRIENDs... I wonder what she has been treating me as??
Really dun have the mood to celebrate this year Chinese New Year... I think I should not even being so excited about this coming Valentime Day too... There will be NO SURPRISES from BOYFRIEND.. Everytime she keep only complain that she is TIRED when I try to ask her out... I even cancel my date with her during my birthday because I dun wan to waste her time to spend the night with me... As SHE IS TIRED and need more REST...
Thought that my wish might be fulfill but in the end, I let it go one of my wish... I really feel so sad... Because I cannot celebrate my birthday with MY LOVED ONE... I shall spend my birthday ALONE... That might be my choice... Guess so...
Anyway I taken some my own photos yesterday... Because LONG TIME did not really take photos...
Haiz... Now really hope that BOYFRIEND can send me some SMS-es to make me happy or either some messages to care for me... I MISS HER so much.. It seem like a few years never hear from her or see her...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:35 PM
