Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ❤
Have been staying in my own room from the time I wake up till now... I never leave the room for more than 10 minutes.... Because leaving my room, I will dunno where I wan to go... I feel quite somfortable with my room and is also like a prison to me...
Have been crying far too much today... And now my eyes look at other things quite blur... I can see the things in DOUBLE...
Now jus keep waiting for BOYFRIEND to SMS... Hope that she can really know how to be a GOOD BOYFRIEND... Automatic to SMS me to care for me... But I think she will not because she is tired always...
I wonder what she doing right now... Never fail always on call... Chatting with someone... And I dun really wish to mention... Because nowaday, she keep acting really BIG... Everything seem like wan to listen to her as for me only... Because I am younger than her that why must listen to her... NO CHOICE.. Even SENIOR also MUST...
Whenever, I give some comments that can help... She jus listen in one ear and other ear goes out... Even can't make herself a own decision... I really can't take it this type of person... This person always like trying to make thing BIG lor...
Haiz... This world is too cruel... Everyone jus like to BACKSTAB each other... And I really dun LOVE... If you really dun love that person, PLEASE simply jus show that you dun like that person... What for keep acting like so friendly with them... STOP LIE-ING TO YOURSELF THAT YOU LIKE THAT PERSON... I HATE BACKSTABBERs... SIMPLY NO LIFE at all...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:16 PM
