Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ❤
I am bored... I dunno what to do... Jus now cried in the afternoon... Sms-ed BOYFRIEND that I need her so badly... But she never replied... Sms-ed her till I goin to crazy... Told her how much I needed her... At the sudden, I feel like jus end my life eating those medicine... In the end, BOYFRIEND finally replied coldly that SORRY she is busy not free.. Another knife jus stab into my heart deeply...
I feel that BOYFRIEND no longer like last time... Last time she will care for me... But now she will not... I thought she is the only one who can really care for me a lot.. Yet I was wrong... No one in this world do care for me a lot.. I am jus EXTRA...
I know I no longer the most important person to her anymore... Because I really dunno her at all... Even whenever there is good new or bad new, she also dun even care to tell me first... However, the MOST IMPORTANT person to her now is someone in work... I dun wish to mention her name at here...
Haiz... I feel so sad... Last time I did quarrelled with BOYFRIEND... That time I told that friend that why BOYFRIEND like to put her anger on me... And I never told her that BOYFRIEND is my BOYFRIEND yet...
Yet her reply was because I am the youngest that why BOYFRIEND love to take advantages on me... After seeing her reply, I never reply anything back... Because that time I know it every adult love to take advantages from the youngsters... Thank for her words that making me feel so betray... From that day, I felt that I should not easily trust every adults...
My elbow still in pain a bit... BOYFRIEND never really care about me... Never ask me that my elbow recover or not... She jus dunno anything...
I have been crying the whole day of TODAY... The tears flowing Non-stop out of my eyes... BOYFRIEND did not know that I crying non-stop... As usual treat me coldly like none of her business... I feel so useless...
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Jus now in the afternoon watched that CAMPUS SUPERSTAR 2009 that was shown yesterday... I missed that eps because working... So got to watch it online today... Overall.., the competition was a bit boring because many of them keep singin those smooth or sad songs... I am looking forward for more songs that are included dance... That is more entertaining...
There are some screenshot from CAMPUS SUPERSTAR... I also support Ridhwan... Lolzz.. The only MALAY BOY in the competition...
That is Ridhwan... JIAYOU!!
Another competitor that I like... I like her attitude... So cool and so daring...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:10 PM
