Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ❤
10th of February, tomorrow goin back to work... Jus feel so much boring when I have to go back to work... I really hope that I can find a job that I love the most... Really feel tired to keep looking at those FOODs...
Today wentto meet BOYFRIEND to accompany her to see doctor.. Went out at 10 plus and took bus no.185 to her house downstair... Bought a packet of potato chip, a small packet of chocolate HL milk and a bottle of Green tea as time still early and I am really hungry like hell...
Set alone at aside where no people can really see me... Watched the videos in my Ipod while eating my potato chip... Quite a number of people walked past and keep on looking as me like I am an alien...
Waited till I wan to fall asleep... Brain keep flashing lot of questions making me to think BAD THINGs about BOYFRIEND... I tried not to think too much.. FINALLY, BOYFRIEND came down to meet me at 2 plus, which made me waited for her about 3 hours plus... This still OK because I have waited for BOYFRIEND for 6 hours in the PAST...
Though I am with her but she is still busy on call about work.. Sianz... Really dun have any privacy time with BOYFRIEND always... I jus dunno why lot of people love to relief on BOYFRIEND so much.. If one day without BOYFRIEND's help, I wonder how the people will manage the work well or either the work will like in MESS...
FORGET about the call.. I shall not spolit the day with BOYFRIEND.. Swallow my anger own into my heart... I being THICK skin and tried to hold BOYFRIEND hand... As this suppose always BOYFRIEND did to GIRLFRIEND.. But BOYFRIEND did not really like it... Dunno why... She keep let go... She really scared that I will make dirty her white shirt... Haiz... Anyway, that is her habit...
After the visit of hospital, we went back to her house nearby to have our dinner and lunch, 2 in 1 meal... Chicken rice.. And also ate the desert..
After that, went to her house for a while to help her sister to settle her computer problem... Actually, the problem is very simple... And I really kinda took quite a little long time to understand what the problem is talking about... Explore her computer for a while and finally understand what it mean... FINALLY settled...
Borrowed BOYFRIEND's laptop to go online for a little while... And next went back home alone... BOYFRIEND and her sister accompany me to walk to the bus-stop.. Fall asleep in the bus because I am quite tired as yesterday night did not really sleep well due to my bad COUGHING and nose block...
Hope that today I can sleep well... I miss sleeping well... Haiz... This coughing has not being recover since the forth day of new year till now... BOFRIEND also did not really care for me much... Dunno why... Keep asking me to take MC or see doctor... But the main thing of caring is ask me recover already or wish me to recover soon... She only treat other people good but not me... SAD..
Simply, jus feel that too much of people try to STOP us to being together... And also feel that the distance between us is gettin further and further... I do hope that BOYFRIEND can be like LAST TIME... Dun care about other people and do her things like no one business... I miss the happiness and her attitude in the PAST.. The way she treated me in the past will always being REMEMBERED DEEPLY in my heart always... NEVER BE FORGOTTEN...
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