Friday, February 13, 2009 ❤
13th of February.. Still havin cough... And this time coughing really HARD sometime.. After coughing.., I felt a pain in my throat... Really sad that BOYFRIEND did not come and helped me when I coughing while servicing a customer... She jus keep looking at me only... But is ok...
Really tired to talk about what BOYFRIEND bad about... Because someone make me understand to treasure the person that I love a lot... Without the person that you love, you will feel gulity or heart pain forever... Even do anything also cannot really concentrate... Feel so empty..
Did some blog hopping jus now... Read a girl's blog whose BOYFRIEND die not long ago.. Her boyfriend jumped in front of her... And she hugged and shaked her full of blood boyfriend yet no answer... And now she keep putting blame to herself to cause this happen..
Really no one can suspect that what thing will happen next... Felt so super sad to hear a person lost her love one... After reading it, I dropped my tear and my heart turn so pain... Though she is really young and now she need to face the fact and be strong to continue to move on...
After reading blog, I sms-ed a message to BOYFRIEND to let her know that I will treasure her forever and ever because if she had to leave the world forever.., I really cannot think how will I feel.. I might feel that the world had ended.. I felt so empty and dead..
BOYFRIEND from now on, I will try not to quarrel with you often.. I am sorry sometime I being stubborn and not understanding with you... Dun you know I feel so heart pain when you never have eaten a PROPER MEAL... I wish that you can understand my LOVE for you... I love you deeply like no one care...
To that GIRL.::.
Though I dunno you.. But I cry while reading your blog.. It is really hard for you to stand up again and move on with your life now... Be strong and happy.. What will happen next we also cannot really change..
The Girl's blog
http://rine-wudbonceagn.blogspot.com/
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