Friday, February 20, 2009 ❤
20th of February... Mmm... This few days I did not really have mood to do anything at all.. Jus find that LIFE IS GETTING USELESS... I am a human waiting for the my life time to end.... What a funny person right... Yup this is my thinking right now... I have no more goals...
Even BOYFRIEND dun love to talk much with me... And also dun love to do things with me anymore... Because I even try to SMS her to concern about her, she also did not reply me at all... I wonder what she treating me as now... Really not like the past of her anymore...
Even if I am sick., I kept sms to her but she still no reply.. Till I say something not so nice then she ask me to take care... She everytime being force by me to ask her to sms me something caring messages from her... I dunno why I feel so LOVE and much better when I received her caring messages...
Last time in the past, she will not like that... Even I not feeling well, she will auto send some messages to me to ask me take care and also the most important is the 3 Words...
I wonder why do she change till like this... I wonder is it right to put my whole life on her... I jus scared that she might jus throw me aside when I need her badly in future... I hope that we can be like LAST TIME so loving... I miss all those happiness...
If she saw this entry., PLEASE SMS ME TELL ME WHY YOU CHANGE SO MUCH SO MUCH??? That let me hate myself that I am not the best girlfriend or wife for her...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:20 AM
