Saturday, February 07, 2009 ❤
7th of February... 1 more day to Boyfriend and my 11 month anniversary... And 2 more days to my 20th birthday... Guess on my birthday I goin to stay at home to do some special thing... Because I am goin to learn something NEW which I am really looking forward.. 1 more day to Anniversary.. And I hope that we can back in normal again before 8th.. I really sorry to BOYFRIEND that I have made her angry due to my jealous.. Sorry for that misunderstanding... I know that I have say something MEAN to you... I say that because I am hurt by your actions.. But I have to let BOYFRIEND know that I hate sercet that she might be hiding from me.. If BOYFRIEND can tell me, I will not stop her.. I even will not being stubborn to her.. Decided to delete a post that I posted yesterday... I know that post is quite a misunderstanding post.. And also quite MEAN to her... I guess maybe I have been thnking too much... I jus really hope that BOYFRIEND can spend some time on me... Though we dun need to spend money... Like house visiting sometimes like in the past... I dun need BOYFRIEND to spend money for a date like watching movies... I wan to let BOYFRIEND know that I care a lot about her... I wish that even she got trouble, she can come find me first... I wish that I can be her most important person in her life... I hope that she can understand...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:34 AM