Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ❤
Back to blog again... Today is not really my day.. I think my life has totally TURN upside down... I really dunno what is RIGHT and what is WRONG.. I no longer dun have my own right at all... I jus hope that I am jus a death person instead...
Today morning work, I jus ate a pastry and a cup of coffee... After that, I felt a sudden of dizzy in my head... I felt that if I never concentrate on my sight, I might faint at anytime... I keep putting the oil to keep me awake... And my whole body jus sweat like hell.. I really have no strength to stand at all.. I only can sit or stand with support..
I also did felt like vomitting yet I cannot... That time I only one person... And I had to look after the outlet by myself... Trying hard to keep me stay awake yet my eyes 在放空.. That mean keep like no feeling like went to a dream land...
This feeling is horrible... Like a feeling of goin the path of HELL world really soon... I kept made myself awake by SMS-ing my BOY to let her know how I feel.. Though there is no REPLY or RESPOSE from her...
This feeling made me for 2 hours... And slowly I got recover... Other people said that maybe I not enough rest or either I never eat breakfast... Maybe I did not eat breakfast that why it cause me like that...
End of work, I went back home straight because I scared that the feeling might come back again... I tried to ask my BOY to fetch me home as I not feeling quite well... But she said that she was busy at home and she dun wan to waste money on transport fee... So no choice I have to go home alone... Fell asleep in bus during the journey back home...
After woke up which arrived my bus-stop.., I felt a bit much better... Anyway jus hope that tomorrow this feeling and dizzy dun come back to me again.. Tonight I got to rest early or else I will become more weak...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:33 PM
