Friday, February 13, 2009 ❤
Valentime Day comin.. And it is jus TOMORROW.. Really admire other couples... Because they can go for date without anyone care... While mine, I did not celebrate Valentime... Trying hard to ask for a date from BOYFRIEND.. Yet BOYFRIEND said that she is not free... Though even we got the time for a date.., she also might busy on the phone about work...
Feeling so heart pain... Because our relationship not like last time anymore... Last time not many people care about our relationship but THIS TIME a lot of people keep wan to know our relationship... Making both of us really stress.. I wonder why people like to know too much of our case... Is it fun to know too much and in the end both of us break then you all will be very happy???
Because of people might know the thing between us, BOYFRIEND gave me lot of rules in the relationship which most of the people really cannot accepted... First, we cannot hold our hand together even when we are outside and in same attire.. Second, we cannot hug or kiss or even more actions that couples do at outside also.. Third, if I wan to meet BOYFRIEND for break or wait for her to finish work, better dun let other people to see me that I am waiting for her.. Forth, Cannot always work with her as other people might suspect us...
Still got a lot.. But jus that I cannot think too much... Because of too many people wan to know our relationship.., BOYFRIEND even tried hard to keep a distance from me... And this is the FIRST time in my life that our relationship can cause a lot of problems in future.. Also my FIRST TIME that so many people wan to know our relationship so much...
Can you all people give us a break..?? Dun step into BOYFRIEND and my space... Can we have our own FREEDOM for our relationship...??
I do miss the time in the past when BOYFRIEND no need to face all the stress from work and have a little time with me... Now seeing BOYFRIEND behaving this way make me so heart pain and really dun wish her to suffer more... I really hope that she can understand my love and care for her..
BOYFRIEND I hope that we can be like last time... Be crazy as what we wan like in the past... Miss all the happiness with you... I will never forget the time when you always come to my house or I always skip school to go to your house to buy you meal... Really hope that time can turn back..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:38 PM
