Thursday, March 12, 2009 ❤
12th of March... Today I felt SUPER tired... I dunno why.. After the whole day work, I felt I had no more energy to go back home... Today is also a VERY HORRIBLE day for me...
Because I said something that I not really mean from my heart.. "BOYFRIEND" had a BIG BIG quarrel with me... Everything she said is jus like billion of arrows being shot into my heart deeply... That time I started to cry... This cry really make me felt super tired... It jus become heavier and heavier... My nose and eyes are SUPER RED...
Everyone from other shops and even shoppers stare at me... "BOYFRIEND" dun even bother come forward to comfort me... She jus continue with her work... And next when I came back from toilet.. "BOYFRIEND" started to spread my BAD POINTs around... And I still not recover from that hurt... Yet more hurt appear into my heart...
I really dunno what to do... Had a conversation with my god jie... She is trying to help me to know what really went wrong... She jus hope to know what happen about my relationship as she wan try to help me to let the relationship better... She never stand at my side or "BOYFRIEND" side... But anyway, thank for jie being there for me when I am crying badly...
Now only can let "BOYFRIEND" decide what relationship are we... I will no longer STOP her... I jus wan to let her know whatever her choice is as long as she happy I will feel glad... Hope that she can faster tell me what relationship she wan from me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:21 PM
