Saturday, March 21, 2009 ❤
21th of March... This year isn't a very good year for all people... Can see that many couples around me broke up... Including me too... I broke up because I jus need some rest... If I continue this relatinship under those stress, I think I will gonna crazy anyday...
Why can't some people dun understand my own feeling..?? And have you ever think if your own boyfriend did not always talk to you when you need him, help you when you are in trouble, cheer you up when you are feeling sad, care for you when you are injuried, HOW WILL YOU EVER FEEL..?? Will you also feel a bit hurt from your boyfriend??
I admit I am childish but this isn't what I wan.. I even not like so childish like other people on he street... I am special... I dun being childish always love a lot of people to be care for me.. I jus wan my own boy to care for me.. I love RED, BLACK, MURDER & HORROR.. Unlike other girls love PINK & HELLO KITTY...
I now jus like a clown.. Trying to hide my real feeling behind everyone... Not much people know what I am thinking... No one really understand how I feel.. No one really know that how much hurts from friends and ex-lovers that I have gone through to maintain NOW me.. I noe I am not a STRONG... I often cry when someone hurt my heart badly... But I jus simply can't control the tears... Dun you ever noe how hurt it will be when you hurt someone feeling..???
I am really sick and tired of everything... Jus hope that the next guy who enter my life can filled me with laughter and happiness... I really wan to forget my past... I wan to get rid of them because now I have Fear...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:49 PM
