Sunday, March 22, 2009 ❤
22th of March... My heart really in a mess... I really dunno what to do is right... I even dunno what I am doing.. I even told her that if she still love me, please woo me back... Because of her, this period I unable to sleep well and even close up my eyes and sleep, all dreams are about her... I really dunno what to do...
Even now because of her, I feeling unwell soon... Now is like goin to sick... I almost everyday cry... And even I stated how I feeling online, no one really come forward to cheer me up... I have no friends really do care for me...
I feeling so lonely till I also what I am goin to do next.. Feeling to end up my life... I jus being not worth to continue to live in this world... I dun deserve it at all...
Who can understand my feeling now?? Whenever I step into my own house.., my mother always ask me why I always look so sad..?? She even said that at my age, people always so happy and cheerful yet I look like an old people like that..
I also dun wish to behave this way.. But whenever, I step into my own room... It is damn look like a prison... And even my handphone so quiet like hell... No one really willing to talk to me... Even in the past, last time my that boy also did not even interested to give me a call for a chat to tell me her problem...
CAN ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO!!??? Is it I am goin to cry EVERY SINGLE DAY!!??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:16 PM
