Saturday, April 11, 2009 ❤

11th of April.. Being busy for the whole day by searching for NEW songs... Found some Japanese songs, which is about 2 years or 1 year ago, really nice... They are the AKB48 group... This group got about quite a number of teams... But total number is 48 members in AKB48... That mean about each group is 16 members.. More than Morning Musume... Their average age for AKB48 is about my age or smaller by 2 year... Now still finding more songs so I can import into my Ipod... Wee~~ More songs and I will not get so bored easily... Yesterday really a VERY BAD DAY for me because BOYFRIEND mad at me as I scold her that she kept on nag at me.. I feel so much guilty.. Asked her for forgiveness while on the way back home... Everyone was like keep staring at us... Yet I dun really care.. I kept on saying "SORRY" to her and pull her not letting her walk too fast away from me... However, today she finally forgive me.. But I wonder she still really kinda of like angry with me... I am jus scared to see how she feel for me now.. Anyway, hope that we can be like last time like that... I miss all the happiness in the past we had together even the time we had together... This period I have been really felt disturb and anger because one of the "FRIEND" in the past now keep asking me that is it I got feeling for him... This HIM is the person who she love and is not her yet... Anyway, this SHE is a auntie age and this HIM is about 2 year bigger than me like that... This HIM add me in friendster to become one of my online friend... And yet this SHE really so KPO till say that I and HIM is couple... And yet complain to me that she is jealous and upset... But what for being jealous and upset first?? In the FIRST place, I do have my own BOYFRIEND... I have no interest for him.. The way we talk are only like friends caring toward each other... Jus like what SHE had done in the past with my BOYFRIEND... Do I always complain to HER when I jealous?? I DUN!! I jus complain to my BOYFRIEND straight away... I jus wonder what SHE really wan?? Why even I make a friend with HIM she also care a lot?? What the FUCK UP she wan...?? I feel that SHE is such a BITCH!! COME ON GET A LIFE.. If you love HIM, please be honest and ask HIM to be your BOY... Dun beng so coward MAN!!
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