Saturday, April 18, 2009 ❤
18th of April.. Life isn't goin damn smooth... DAMN!! I really dunno what to do... Feeling so mess up and FUCK UP too... Being pissed so often... First time in my life I scold someone through MSN...
This person had made my life so mess up... This person made my relationship really unstable right now... DO YOU KNOW THAT I HATE YOU FUCKING MUCH NOW!!??? I hate you make my life turn like that... I hate you influence my boy... I hate you for making my boy not trusting me as much... I HATE YOU TO THE MAX...
Trying relly hard to make my boy feel love every single minutes... My boy is never being replaced by anyone from my heart... I deeply fell in love with her from the past till now and forever... Never changed...
I miss my boy so much right now... I cannot do anything at all.. Saddness is that in future I cannot always work with my boy... Because dun wan people to suspect me and my boy... We only can hide our relationship from people... So sad... Admire other couples so much... They can work together and do things together... Yet I cannot... People see both of us together, people will very unhappy... Haiz...
Hope something can make my life go smooth... I really feel so mess up right now... DAMN!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:21 PM
