Thursday, April 23, 2009 ❤
23th of April... Really trying hard to forget the past and continue my life.. Can I really do it..?? I dunno... I guess I am back to single.. I really try really hard to forget all the past with her... But I need someone that can help me...
This few days I have been crying... I guess I need to control.. But I jus simply can't do it... Because whenever I think of that bitch words., my tear dropped.. I dun even know why that butch still think that that bitch somehow is right.. Can I know that that bitch is right in what way?? Is it making troubles in the first place then make that butch to believe in her and make me quarrel with her and break off with her then the bitch will be very happy...?? FUCK!!!!
I now simply hate that bitch to the cock.. I really regret in the first why should I make friend with her, and in the end, make myself fucking hurt and sad... Thank to that bitch I have lost a LOVE...
Anyway, I must be strong and really not to get involve in Lesbian relationship again... If I still did, I must see that the butch does behave like this butch that I had before... If is the same, I will reject her straight away... I dun wan to have another case happen again... I wan a LONG-LAST relationship and also loving too... Never ever make me cry or even leave me alone...
I believe I can find another person who deserve more for my love... And I promise I will love that person with my whole heart and never being stubborn... Sweet dream readers...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:18 AM
