Saturday, May 30, 2009 ❤
30th of May... Haiz... Life is getting more and more uninteresting to me anymore... Really feeling very tired each day... Not looking forward for the next day to come... Really hope that one day I open my eyes the world is ended... Every tiredness and stresses are OVER.. Life has ended without pain.. Maybe is impossible..
Everyday did felt the same... I miss my boy again... Sometime jus dunno why I really cannot being easily control my jealous when my boy created... I really have a hard time not to being jealous but is really HARD...
I know that is my boy freedom and I should not over controlled her everything... Jus dunno why I always scared to lose her and her love... Haiz.. It is so stupid to hear that and it is the FIRST time to love someone that I love so hard...
This few days have been doing blog hopping reading people blogs that I know their friends and they dunno me at all... Really had a lot of feelings toward their entries after reading them.. Love does make people to break people friendship easily.. Love is also a selfish thing.. Love is something that may not easily being last-long if there is no trust and believe in each other... Love really uneasily to understand..
Jus hope that everything can go smooth and easy... Dun have so much stress and trouble to being bother... That is the BEST life of all... But I am not the lucky person to have this life at all..
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