Saturday, May 30, 2009 ❤
Seriously, what really wrong with me..?? Why I have been crying alone almost everyday and locked myself iin the room..?? The worst thing is nobody know that I feeling sad... Hurt me a lot.. Am I a transparent person in this world..?? Can anyone SEE me..?? How I wish people can see my exist.. But I can't..
When I told my boy why I feeling this way yet I got either a COLD reply or NO reply from her... I need my boy to care and give me some sweet talk to me... I wan a LOVE... But my boy will never say the 3 words to make me happy...
Really being how many months before that we hug together, we kiss, we go for a proper date or even spend time together... July is coming soon and is gonna to be 1 whole entire year... Is this what usually normal couples did?? I do miss all the things that what couples usually do during relationship..
Somehow.., I felt tired... Even if I and my boy together, why do people still like wan to make trouble and let me or my boy to accept that we are in relationship..?? Why when people wan to be jealous that if me and my boy get too close..?? Why people keep wan to breaking us up..?? Why we can't behave like normal couple and have to hide from everyone in the world that we are in love??
Why I cannot really have a chance to talk to my boy..?? Why must everytime there sure got someone cut into me and my boy conservation...??
Seriously, I dun understand what those people are thinking... Why they wan to do this to me..?? WHY WHY WHY!!?? Is it like that will make them feel better..?? Why I cannot have a LOVING and SIMPLE LOVE like other people have..?? Can anyone give me an answer...??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:58 PM
