Saturday, June 13, 2009 ❤
13th of June... Being a number of days did not update.. Because dun feel like update here as I dunno how many blog readers came to my blog for everyday.. That why if I update oftenly yet no people read also useless... So will update less often...
But I update almost every single day at one of my chinese blog because at least almost everyday quite a number of people read my entries and given me a number of comments which I find it is really interesting..
Not long ago, I bought the game SIM 3... But I feel it is useless... Because I have problem in loading this game... And It jus lag my own laptop... I even cannot play it so smoothly.. So give on that game.. But I really wan to play the game so badly... Haiz...
I can describe my whole life is totally tired and stress by emotion.. I no longer that cheerful girl like I have being in the past... I dunno what really happened to cause me this way... Totally very disappointed myself... Even if a friend come to talk to me, this friend will also feel sianz to talk to me because I dun have much thing to talk.. Then this friend might leave me alone and I will feel super disappointed by myself.. Haiz...
Yesterday have a little small cut on my finger by the box.. Blood came out a bit.. Did not tell my boy about this because is useless to tell her this... And another problem is that I almost feel like wan to faint while working due too hot in the shoppin mall as like not enough oxygen for me... Sms-ed this to my boy.. She jus replied coldly "What happen?" and nothing else back again... Totally feel so lonely that I have to take care of myself... I dun have a support from my boy...
I am so different being treated by my boy... If change to other people., she might care a lot but jus dunno why she being treating me this way... Jus feel that totally hurt my heart.. Really dunno it is right or wrong to continue to be with her... As somehow, she also did have some reason that she can't often date me out...
I totally feel so wan to give up my life... Feel so tired and stress.. No one really love me or care for me a lot... I totally disappointed about myself... So useless...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:25 PM
