Monday, June 22, 2009 ❤
22th of June... My mind has been thinking plenty of things till my head goin to in pain soon... I jus wonder why does my boy change a lot a lot.. Have not been meeting quite a number of days... Even that we meet, I jus feel that we are not couple at all... We even cannot being so close together... Even we being close together..., people will start talking bad things about me but not my boy...
I wonder why do people wan to be like this..?? Last time, my boy might come to my blog to take a look when she is free but now no longer will come to my blog... Even the sms about my blog address no longer in her handphone... I wonder why??
I no longer working in the same place with my boy anymore starting from July... Because I have resigned from the job due to my depression... I totally felt so much disappointed that my boy dun even know that I had depression even I have told her in the past... Maybe she had been ignoring my sms about my depression...
I relly feel like giving up this relationship... I dun like my boy to sweet talk around with other females and gainin advantages from other females too... Do she know that this will make me feel so much jealous?? Why can't she understand my shoes..??
I really quite jealous that she really can give out her number to other females so easily without thinking.. Even for me, a few guys also do ask me for numbers but I dun give out so easily because I jus scared that my boy will feel jealous...
Both of us doesn't seem like couple... We also dun really understand each other much... We even hardly see each other.. Even we working in the same place, we even dun have the chance to talk to each other or even work together... She never say that 3 words again to me and no longer hug me or even touch me... Totally feel like not her girlfriend anymore... I dunno what should I do..?? I even can't understand her heart at all...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:43 PM
