Sunday, June 07, 2009 ❤
7th of June... Tomorrow is me and my boyfriend anniversary day and I dun think my own boyfriend remember it at all.. All she know is WORK and friends.. That all...
I dun seem much important for boyfriend anymore... Because she had been hiding lot of stuffs from me... I really dunno which thing to trust her anymore... Now she keep sharing her stuffs only to her best friend who last time backstab me a lot and also being a huge wall in between us...
Why do I pronoun her as wall?? Because when I am talking to my own boy, she jus start her own conversation with my boy from no where... Then in the end, my boy dun talk or listen to me at all... And what am I?? I jus fucking so extra and a light bulb...
Come on... Can't you please respect me... Who is your girl?? Why you treated me like this..?? Other ex did not really treaten me like this before... She is the FIRST person to treat me this way... She even dunno how will I feel...
She simply jus fucking broke my heart... Ask her why she dun bother when some guys come flirt with me and ask me for number?? Dun she know that when guys ask me for number my heart will feel scared... Somemore the guys ask me for number jus right in front of her... Yet she jus simply continue her own stuffs...
Haiz... Really very tired about this relationship... Wan to faster leave this job and jus see how the relationship goes... If really cannot make it, I shall simply jus give up and give other people chance who really love and care for me a lot and really to protect me without any thinking from them..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:45 PM
