Thursday, July 02, 2009 ❤
2nd of July... Yesterday went out with family to IMM... Thought I can totally forget the past and be refreshed to enjoy myself... In the end, I was totally wrong... I still cannot forget the past at all...
In the late afternoon till night, I had been sitting in front of my laptop hoping someone might jus appear to talk to me... But in my heart is another case... Keep waiting for her to appear online... But she did not..
At the sudden, I felt so hurt and sad wondering why she did not online... I started to miss all the happiness in the past that I spent with her... I know time can't turn back at all... Only I can accept the fate right now... I totally feel so useless without her... Everyday feeling so sad yet had to be pretend so happy outside... Do you know is really very tired..??
I wonder why she dun feel sad at all when the time she break off with me...?? Even being so cruel that she did not even replied my sms or even bother to sms me at all... Why she can so fast forget the relationship we had...
I have sent a SMS to her during midnight time.. And I know that she is already on the bed... Jus hope that in the morning later can receive some new from her that all what I wish to hear from her...
I really dunno what I am doin..?? LOST & CONFUSE!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:39 AM
