Saturday, July 04, 2009 ❤
4th of July... At the sudden, I am feeling damn bored and empty... How I wish I dun have these feeling... I really not a happy person... Why wan to be happy is so much difficult to me..?? Why I can't behave like a normal human being...?? I feel like crying..
I hate myself so much... Why I jus simply can't found a person I love..?? A simple love with a simple guy that can live till FOREVER... I have been waiting for this really LONG since I am young...
I have changed my blog songs... As the previous blog songs might remind me about the past relationship which I dun love to.. So I changed all the songs that really related to how I feel now or else that describe me the most... Currently still finding more songs that can really related to my life...
Today is the day... Later evening goin to Secondary school gathering BBQ... Quite interesting... Because I dunno who I will see... I will try to take some photos from the events to post at here or either my own facebook... Hope this time I can enjoy myself to forget the past.. And I DO NEED ALCOHOL!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:49 AM
