Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ❤
29th of Sept... I started to feel hurt in my heart again.. Really dunno what to do... Yesterday I did not sleep well... Very late then able to sleep... Have been thinking about my relationship... Simply dunno who am I anymore and lost my way to future... I dun understand myself... I dunno why I have been changing my attitude...
I feel so much uncomfortable in life right now... I simply feel my body is really so uncomfortable.. Specially my heart... I dunno how to explain... I guess my heart is not healthy... Since the time one of my tube that connect to my heart close up a few seconds... Sometimes I have a little difficult breathing but not very often...
I simply dun feel happy anymore longer.. Life like that I simply cannot walk any longer... I lost my confident and character... I dunno what I am going to do for the future... I lost my target.. Simply back to the life that one day past and just live one day... No longer looking forward for anything else...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:37 PM
