Saturday, September 05, 2009 ❤
5th of Sept.. Is already September and I did not really notice it... Next week I going back to school.. O.o... Going to start new paper of the topic in account... Sianz..
This period when the day I keep on stay at home, I feel that I become a prisoner.. My mother changed a lot too.. I just dun understand... Last time she never treat me like that.. I really hate the way now she treating me... DAMN..
I need some freedom.. I wish to make my own decision too... But I dun think I have the chance... Now everytime I go out, I cannot go out till 10pm which my mother consider that time is LATE.. But to me is not at all... And everytime I never reach home before 10pm, my handphone will be call by her everytime without FAIL...
I no longer a secondary school kid... I have a few months to my adult year... If she still continue like that, I think I will never show good face, I will just scold her back...
People can go out with their partners easily but I can't.. Even I go out, she also must ask where I go and I will try to avoid her question by talking another topic to her... She seem look down on Malaysian too.. Keep telling me what bad points of a Malaysian.. And I dun really like it at all... Because this make me feel something not good from her..
And is my own choice of spending my own life with someone I love... Do my mother will spend all her forever life with me?? She also has her love one and she can't be selfish... I hate to being alone too.. I also need a LOVE...
The more she control me the more I feel so CRAZY... I hate to being at home too... Even now I just playing a online mahjong game is also a PROBLEM... My mother dun really allow me to play that... Then what can I really do at home without all these entertainment... I really dunno who am I...
ANYONE PLEASE HELP ME~!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:21 PM
