Monday, September 28, 2009 ❤
Back to blog... Feeling super unhappy about myself... I know I can't blame anyone but only me... Letting Baby feel unhappy again and again... I dunno what to do but only can blame myself..
I think I closing the blog which I created for Baby and me.. Because I dun need 2 blogs and Baby do not know what to write in the blog... Baby prefer to read my blog and comment... Haiz...
Anyway, I afraid to be alive everyday... Because I feel that everyday is a suffer for me... I admit I am really weak... My body is old people age.. This is what I feel now... Even sometimes I feel that my heart got problem like that... And I dunno how to explain it...
I think my journey is being fate to be darkness... When there is brightness, there sure will be problems on me and I just cannot be happy... I wish that I can sleep to death.. This is my wish... Because I dun need to suffer in pain or hurt.. Someone please bring me out of this world.. I BEG YOU... Tired of everything...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:03 AM