Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ❤
Back to blog.. I feeling super sad and I crying right now... Thinking of how much useless I am... Think this think that, worry this worry that... I feeling crazy each day... I have been giving myself stress from my accounting revision... Why I am so stupid?? Why all the accounting knowledge all gone just in a 2 plus year period.??
What I wan in future..?? This is what I have been asking myself after graduated from Secondary School.. I feel so much ashamed that my answer is DUNNO... I lost my target since I left the school... Life become so much confuse... I am alone walking on the journey alone while other friends one by one left me... I left nothing...
I afraid of making new friends too.. Not because I shy... I just scared of betray and backstabbing... I do not wan to experience it again and again.. Why do people can so much easily pretending in the front and yet at the back backstabbing like nobody business??
I am tired... Really very very tired of living in this world... Can someone please kill me???
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:23 PM
