Sunday, September 20, 2009 ❤
I am bored to death... Just finish doing some questions in my homework while blasting my songs in my ear through the earpiece... I did not move anywhere from the spot where I am sitting since morning till now... My brain is really in mess right now.. I really cannot concentrate on the things I am doing... EVERYTHING...
I dunno what to do... I confuse.. I waiting for Baby YM to contact me back again.. Because he need time... I know I really a bad girl.. I really dunno why.. I trying to change myself to the better... I dun wish to be a bad girl... I know sometime I do behave like gangster but this attitude I totally dun love it at all..
Am I be blame that I have been giving you stress too?? I do feel that I also the main reason.. I dunno what really wrong on me.. But I know I always give you stress and trouble.. Why I just cannot be a good girl..?? Why I must always be like this..??
I wish to see you soon... Because I might not have patience on waiting... And it does hurt me in my heart one day waiting day after another... Totally no life... And my heart keep on bleeding... I might unable to sleep day after day till Baby YM is ready...
This really not I wish to have in my life.. But why is this keep on happening to me.. It seem like is fate... Can I really change my fate..?? I dun wan this type of life..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:35 PM
