Sunday, September 20, 2009 ❤
This is my 5th entry... Can I still call you Baby..?? I am sorry... I know you might appear in at my blog.. Because I every single minutes will check my country counter... I know there are no Malaysia internet user but only you... I wonder is it you view my blog.. I really hope is you...
I know my every entry you read and you will feel the stress but every single words I type here is really come out through the pain in my heart right now... I really dunno how to express out... If I never express out, I will rather go and hurt myself..
Do you know I miss you?? And actually now I really afraid to see you because I really dunno how to face you anymore... I feel so not worth to be a human being to you... I dunno... I hate to say this but I have to say... If you really wan to go, Please tell me and I will willing to let you go because I can't be selfish to love someone who might maybe dun love me.. I mean if you really wan... I have no right to keep you at my side too..
I know this might be hurt a lot... But I really dunno what to do is right right now... So the decision is YOUR.. I just follow you...
Actaully, I already started to make your birthday present... I dunno this present can really in your hand one day... I really hope you can faster be like last time... I do love you a lot... If really one day "Break off", IF ONLY, the BBQ pit that I booked, I will still give you the receipt... Party still going on without me... But I hope really hope I dun wan to break off with you...
I really wish to spend my whole entire life with you and I dun wish to have another guy again... I wan to be YOUR only...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:36 PM
