Thursday, October 15, 2009 ❤
15th of Oct... Thinking too much things in my brain.. Lie-ing to myself and forcing to myself, I will never have feeling for him anymore... But I really hate to do it... I dunno why I still feel the jealousy when he might chatting to some girls from internet... I hate this feeling... I guess I still really have the feeling to him...
This 2 weeks, I know I have been really angry and unpolite because of his reason from dumping me... But after this 2 weeks thinking, I decided myself to want to prove him that I still love him a lot and I want to make him to fall in love with me the 2nd time.. I dunno it will be success or not, but I am willing to give it a try, no wonder how hard it is...
Simply the same sentence to him., "I SIMPLY CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM"... I miss all his concerning and care for me... Without his concerning and care, I feel like so empty... I dun mind of him being nagging at me... I do hope he can nag at me in future and forever..
Simply, I had sent a sms yesterday midnight to him, I left a message at his FACEBOOK and even FRIENDSTER too... Hope he can really consider me and give me a chance to love him again.. I promise I will love him even better than last time... I just dun wish to give up a person easily who I love so deeply... I never ever being so serious before in a relationship but ONLY HIM.. PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE!! I will wait for his reply no matter how long...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:25 AM