Thursday, October 01, 2009 ❤
1st of October... I am all alone in the journey once again... I know it that relationship can't last forever because I already do have the feeling from every actions he did to me in the past... Seriously speaking this relationship should end before 11th of Sept... This is what I feel.. But I continue to hack care the problems and try to give in whatever he wan and never wan to quarrel with him...
But in the end I was wrong... He still make a break with me and some quarrels in the middle... How silly I am.. Thought everything will be fine and smooth...
Yesterday night I did not sleep well... Only managed to sleep at least 5 hours plus... Alcohol burning my stomach and feel like vomitting but no vomit come out...
Anyway thank to some friends who being concerning me... I cried each time when I am talking about it... I just really cannot accept... To one of the friend who wan to woo me., I am sorry I cannot really accept you yet because I just wan to be alone first... I know that you wish to dote me but I just no mood to accept anyone... I am really sorry...
I really have to lie to my mother today that I not going for class... Haiz... I just need some rest to recover the hurt I gain after this relationship... It is hard for me to overcome because I do put in too much effort... Friends who know me please ask me out anytime, I just wan to have fun and being crazy and forget the past...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:10 AM
