Saturday, October 03, 2009 ❤
3th of Oct... I feel so confuse in myself and a sudden stress without a reason... I dunno why I have been behaving this way.. From the day he dump me, I have been having nightmare and the dream is the same... My feeling for him is not there anymore but why am I still worry about that dream...
I hate myself from feeling this... My very first time to experience this.. I really dunno what to do.. Who can help me..
I also dun really love to drink the alcohol too much because it just make me feel dizzy and more unhappy... But I really wan to get into sleep easily and forget the past.. That why I drink.. How I wish to be drunk.. But not that easily with those light alcohol...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:46 PM