Wednesday, October 07, 2009 ❤
7th of Oct.. I am at home now... Later going out to Somerset for night class... I feel so sianz... Shall maybe going to Orchard first to buy magazine then go back Somerset to buy Ice Mocha, then go for class... Today I feel so tired... Scared later sure felt asleep in class or in bus...
Today morning I woke up about 6 plus then prepared.. Put sightly little makeup to make my panda eyes disappear... Then took bus no. 99 and 156 to Thomson Road... On the way, I kept on falling asleep... I also did felt little nervous but not so nervous like previous interview... This time I depended all by myself... Last time at least got someone give me encourage... But this time no more... Miss-ed the past...
Though we break already a week... I am now used in my single life.. But what you say after we break you never do what you say... You say you will try to be there for me when I need you as a friend... But you did not do it at all... I simply feel that we are more like stranger.. Ignore me this friend... Haiz... Still ask me to treasure the friendship with you yet you cold treated our friendship... Like that dunno how to be friend with you...
During the interview, I was really comfortable in everything she asked me... And she said that I have to wait for call as there are other people also interviewing this position too... So no choice have to wait again... Haiz...
After interview, took bus no. 166 and 99 back home... Throughout the journey was totally so much boring... And I feel like freezing in the bus... Took a number of photos of myself because I so boring... Keep on looking at my handphone too hoping someone still know that I exist and willing to sms me for a chat... But no one sms me and concern me... Haiz... I am just a NOBODY to people...
Shall blog in the late night later once I get back home from night class... Haiz... This time I need to concentrate more on this topic because it does related to the job I interviewing in and if I got the job, I might need to remember the format clearly without thinking...
I am always the one who is left behind... No one notice my exist...
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